I’m Back!

It has been a year now since the last time I posted something here in my “blog“. Up until now I wouldn’t consider it as a blog since most of the time I just write random stuff and post it here. 

Anyways, I think I would start writing and posting again. Thankfully I remembered that I have this blog thanks to a friend of mine who also made a wordpress blog.

It has been a wonderful (really?) year and I am looking forward to the brand new year ahead.

Cheers to 2017! Happy New Year!

Photo taken at Alona Beach, Panglao, Bohol

Tired

I would always sleep late but hate myself because I have only less than 5 hours to sleep. But then again I would allow myself to be awake in order to look for reasons to be sad. Lol idk what’s happening with me.

Where are you Confidence?

” You didn’t come out of the womb unsure of your cry or insecure about your large umbilical cord. You came out blissfully unaware of external judgment, concerned only with your own experience and needs. ” as said in an article on tiny buddha.

I think we all born with confidence and it’s just inside of us waiting to be shown. Or maybe it was buried.

I gain confidence mostly because I would fake that I am confident. I would always be anxious about going to school the next day. Thinking about talking and social interactions. Sometimes I would get left behind by my friends and they wouldn’t notice that I am feeling depressed everyday. 

Kapoy na suwat tog nako hehe

A Choice

I think feeling is a choice. And today I feel sad. Sometimes I don’t even know what to feel. But then again it’s a choice. A choice to feel in order to put your thoughts in the right mindset. It’s like receiving a cut-off grade. Either you choose to feel sad because your expectation of a higher grade wasn’t met, or you choose to feel happy because you still passed.

I remember a friend of mine Forthwrong. He/She (yes still I don’t know his/her gender) used to ask questions about feelings. And he/she wrote a blog post about it.’To feel is a choice’.

I think emotions really do affect our everyday lives. One sudden change and it would affect your entire day. 

:(

I think it’s about time that I’ll start writing again here in this blog. Lately I’ve been feeling sad for unknown reasons. But I know deep inside I know the reason. I just can’t put it into words. So this is depression huh?

8 things to learn by the age of 18

Honestly  I don’t want to grow up. But I have to. Lol.   
    
    
    
   

Block C

No matter how hard the exam is, lingaw gihapon 👍🏻🙌🏻😁  

Music

To be honest I really don’t know what to write in my blog. I just feel this “urge” to write ever since I listened to a certain song (Vanilla Twilight by Owl City). I think I’ll just write about this. 

Have you noticed that when you hear a certain song, you remember memories whether it’s good or bad? Music is really an ideal medium for remembering memories. When you hear this songs, your mind begins to picture when was the first time you heard this song or the moment that was most memorable while listening to it.

And also, what I learned from Brain Games on National Geographic, listening to music helps improve your focus and memory.

I think music has been one of the greatest “thing” that has ever existed in this world. And just so you know wherever you go, there is always a music that is playing.

Learning languages

This summer break, I spent most of my time learning new languages. Mostly French and the Russian alphabet. Learning new languages opens a new world to your inner vocabulary. While learning french, I learned that most of the words are comparable to English words like sandwich and cuisine. While learning the Russian alphabet was somewhat fun. You get to read some Russian words while thinking what those “alien” letters mean. Over all learning a new language was fun. I hope someday I can be fluent in these two languages.

Salut!

Time time time

I think I just wasted more than half of my summer break. Watching TV, playing video games etc. I think time is so precious that every once in a while you wish you have more time in a day. I really hate myself for waking up at 10 or 11 am. I think I’ve just wasted 4 hours of my day by oversleeping.

Now I think I should improve myself and use my free time wisely.